Esther grew up Christian, she always knew about God, but she didn’t know Him.
It was familiar. Something that existed around her, but not within her.
As she grew older, she found herself searching for love in places that could never truly hold her. Looking for validation, for worth, for something to fill the space she couldn’t quite explain. All the while, the very love she was searching for had already been given hung on a Cross for her.
But it didn’t feel personal yet.
She walked through seasons of heartbreak, moments that made her question her worth. She began to see herself through the lens of her experiences, calling herself naive, believing the lies that came from pain.
While God was calling her something completely different.
Precious. Chosen. Loved.
For years, she entertained thoughts that weren’t from Him. Thoughts that pulled her away from truth, away from identity, away from who she was created to be.
But when she finally turned back to God, she realised something powerful:
He wasn’t distant. He wasn’t waiting to reject her.
He was already there. Waiting for her to come home.
Now, Esther doesn’t just know about God, she knows Him.
She walks in the understanding that she is anointed and empowered by Him. That she no longer lives in fear, but carries the Spirit of God within her. That her identity is no longer shaped by the world, but by the One who created her.
Her life is no longer led by what she once believed about herself — but by truth.
Esther is part of the Kollev Heartline, not just for what she wears, but for what she represents.
A reminder that knowing of God is not the same as knowing Him.
A reminder that you can grow up around Him and still need to encounter Him.
A reminder that it’s never too late to come back.
Because Kollev’s Heartline is made up of people like Esther.
People who once searched everywhere else.
People who believed lies about who they were.
People who felt shaped by the world — but were always called by God.
Now walking in their true identity.
Now relying on His power, not their own.
Now living with eternity in mind with a heart to bring others to Jesus.
The pieces are just reflections.
The message is much greater.
And this isn’t something to just read and move on from.
You’re invited into it.
To step out of what the world has told you you are,
and into who God says you are.
To not just know of Him but to know Him.
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